Today is the 1st day of Syawal. It’s been almost 3 weeks since you came to our life. I know that I don’t really spend a lot of time with you ever since you came to this world. In fact, it seems like I don’t bother. Trust me, it’s really painful for me to leave u alone at night with ur mom. But, I need to do whatever I need to do. One day u will understand

Today, I’m going to tell you something that what your grandparent told me when I was a kid.

Dear little @m_ammarfikri, I have been working so hard for our future. So that I can give you a quality life and spend more time with you later on. It might seem like I don’t have much time to spend with you at the moment, but inshallah in 2-3 months everything will be alright.

I don’t demand a perfection in life, I just want u to have a good life. Having u is like I can complete the missing puzzle.

Some people might say that money is not important, but to be realistic we even need $$ to wash our shit.

That’s why I have been working so hard so that I can buy more time that I can ever imagine. Time is something that we shouldn’t waste it and I would love to buy other people time so that I could have more time to spend with people that I love, my family.